Baru balik dari open house raya library, hubby called dan ajak. Tak tau pon ada makan2 di sana hari nih. Alhamdulillah, kenyang. Menu pon ok tp dah makan nasi lemak kurang dari sejam yg lalu so masih full lagi. Banyak lagi kuih raya dorang2 nih. Dan yang paling penting jumpa ramai staff2 ums, yg 95% aku nda kenal. Ha ha ha.. Pening, agaknya normal bah tuh kali kalau jumpa kerabat ppums. Jarang berurusan, jumpa, dan atau berkursus sama2. Sbb tuh x familiar, tapi yang nyata semuanya hubby kenal. Hehe, aku cuma kenal bos aku, dan bekas penolong pendaftar kami. Ada la 2-3 familiar faces dan lecturer2 lain. Dan juga tuan rumah. Tapi salam ja la semua, semua pon aku ucapkan hari raya, and terima kasih. Ntah ya ka tidak tuan rumah library. Ngoks ka... lantakla kan. hehe..
She slept at 2 again last night. Dan hasilnya lambat sungguh kami ke ofis ari nih. Arrived dalam 8.30 gitu. Kesian hubby dan my cousin. Sudah bangun jam 5 tadi, tapi letih mencanak2 dan ngantuk sgt. Okay, lagi 15 mins la baru bgn. Ah, tau2 jak sudah 6.45 a.m. Terang benderang. Adui nah. Heran sungguh dgn my daughter nih. Semlm jam 10, dia masih sibuk melompat ke sana kemari dan menyanyi2. Sibuk guna berus gigi dia sbg microphone. Dan menyanyi terus terusan smpi jam 11. Dan terus menjerit2 menyanyi, berlari2 smpi jam 12 tgh mlm. 12.30 mlm, aku dah give up. Ntah masa bila la aku tertidur, tinggal la hubby tunggu konsert my baby habis sekitar jam 2 pagi. Nasib baik hubby is very considerate. Sanggup take turn jaga, Lagi pon seblm tuh dia sudah tidur dulu, teka jam brp?? Dari 8.30 mlm. He he. Now who is the baby?
Yesterday was a tiring, but a fruitful day indeed. I went to the lab to check on the students labwork and alhamdulillah everything was doing just fine. Hopefully, we can produce few papers out of the work. And some more, ProfAB has requested me to buy a new laptop using some of the seedmoney and spend the remaining $$ for chemicals. Bah, prof can we just buy
this? Ha ha, ok cut the crap. I'll probably have to settle with common brands. Now, the only that is bugging me is to do the justification to the tnc. It was not included in the budget when I applied for the grant last time.
I heard that the conference is going to be materialized next year, although I find it funny that no news or anything about it yet. And the program has now approximately 8 months to do everything. Harap2 semuanya akan ok. Or else, kami akan lintang pukang lagi nanti, but then again, we are known as the koboi team bah since the birth of the program. No matter how late are we, we will make it a point to finish everything in time.
Thanks to
her, my daughter got another belated birthday gift :). She did ask about the confirmation. No people, I didnt get it, yet. They postponed it for 2 reasons, 1) there was a delay for the publication of the paper (policy problem, hence will be published by early next year) and 2) the skt mark is 69.15 i think. it is below 70. i still couldnt believe it though. did i do that bad? it looks as though i have done nothing and never showed up for work. can we ask for a re-evaluation. I never knew about it until recently. Anyhow, I hope that this year it wont that bad again. Otherwise, it is probably a sign that I do need to update my cv.
I have another presentation to evaluate this afternoon. Kinda tired, and lazy. I know bad words to use. But still, I need to finish it. But when I called the IT person over and over again since morning, they are not around, hence no lcd yet. Alamak, how lah. The lab reports are still there, untouched. Hmm..too many to mark, I am just tired looking at them. All I want to do is sleep, and sleep. Orang kata, when you are pregnant you tend be lazy. Ya ka? If only they know. The constant backache, dizzy, restless, difficulty to move or even breathe. I am now walking like pingu, cute but troublesome as you have to add another steps sideways. Haha.
I am hoping that I'll do ok in the seminar's presentation next week. A bit nervous. I guess the 4 years talking in front of the students during lecture didnt help that much eh. After that, I am going to finish up marking the lab reports. And start balik where I left for the application. People has been questioning me about this thing a lot.
Bila mau smbg belajar, or jadi kah sambung belajar nih?? Pressure juga sometimes. The answer is, kalau buleh sekarang juga. Sbb saya sudah malas mau pikir buat nota and buat kerja2 lain di ofis nih. :)
But my application masih di tahap itu juga. Smpt pegi btn bln 7. And it took me 2 mths to complete the form. last mth baru siap ok. Lame, I know. But membuat proposal itu sungguh memeningkan kepala saya, methodology pon masih lagi terkapai2. Semua sudah siap, ielts, btn, borang2, tawaran tpt pengajian, endeavor scholarships, and ada 2 lagi masuk round two sudah tapi nih mcm cari benang dlm tepung ja harapannya haha. Yang pasti tgu aku ja nih, yg masih lagi berfikir2 mau menghantar borang. After I delivered my baby. Yes. But, mak sudah pesan awal2 lagi suruh tinggalkan my kids if I wanted leave for my study. Sanggup kah biar anak minum susu lembu saja?? Sanggupkah x bawa my kids mcm pn. tham. And leave hubby di sini, because of work commitment, and after all dia pon mau smbg study end of this yr. Hmm.. the fact is, I now have to pretend menjadi single, seperti bujang trang tang tang, kalau mau mengejar cita2 saya. Kawan2 yg lain sudah pegi smbg study, he just whisked off the whole family, and the other two mmg belum kawin lagi thus no family issues involved. I am happy for them. The fact is I envy them. :)
So, if anyone asked me again about it, my answer would be a big smile on my face. Easier. There I'm done with this post.
Ops, have another half an hour before presentation. I better go now.
