Happy weekends

I'm not so excited for the coming long weekends...Why? Coz I have dozens of answer scripts to be mark and analyse the result. Seesshh...And I'm still waiting those files from th*m*s which i need to browse through over the weekend and make analysis on the performance of some selected (weak) students. Which means by rights I shouldnt be blogging at the moment coz I have dozens of things to do actually but heck, I'm so stressed out...I need to write.

And some more, I'm expecting a busy week ahead as the fyp presentation will be conducted on the 2nd and 3rd of May, of which I'm one of the examiner, so my mornings and afternoons on that two days are fully booked. Thats why I'm rushing for preparing the marks of the students because we need to get it endorsed by the dean first before keying in the grades before 12th of May. Yikes!

Okla, got to go....gaji naik secopot jer, keje tmbh menimbun bak gunung everest. Hahaha!! tuhla keje aku, komplen2...

Hope everyone will enjoy the weekends! :)

geram

i hate his boss!! i hate him so much...he is making my hubby's life a hell, and mine as well...how can a tuan haji be such pain in the ass... toloooonng-lah ada sifat timbang rasa dan BIJAKSANA sikit! fed up la..

apa nak mkn lunch nih, makanan kafe sucks bigs time! there's hardly anyone going to the cafe anymore. salah siapa?

napala mulut ku nih sgt laser di pagi ari nih? tensed....i should take a nap probably, sleep off the pain...

ru still mad at me?

Kenapa ye bila org lain yg kene marah, org lain pula yg kene tempiasnya. Atau mmg sikap toya dan selamba aku nih yg membuatkan org hot dgn aku. mgkin mmg sbb aku x pandai memujuk, aku cuma tau berdiam diri saja kalau org lain tgh marah. ntahla.

By the way, dah lama x blog. Kurang sihat since thursday last week. I dont know whether it is normal to fall sick, or get the feeling u r sick during pregnancy. tapi itulah yg aku rasa. since dah masuk masuk 4 mths last week, morning sickness dah menjadi2, headache amatla teruk. morning sickness yg melanda selalunya waktu ptg dah bertukar pada waktu pg, sometimes ptg ada lagi, even worse mlm pon jugak. napa ya, bukan ke after the first trimester, semua nih patutnya berkurangan. on friday, kene ambik mc sbb x tahan sgt sakit kepala. muntah more than 7 times..makan je, mesti nak keluar balik.. tummy hurt so bad, ye la makan tak blh asyik nak muntah je ofr 3 days in a row...to a point on sunday morning, muntah darah...alamak, at first panik jugak but when dr ckp its nothing serious, just infection pada tekak...so lega sikit...

pegi urut kepala kat rumah nenek belkg rumah, she told me psl 'keteguran' sbb aku sakit kat kening...tuh ikut istilah org tua2 kat kg aku...ntahla, mungkin juga....sbb mmg x elok pon balik maghrib2...but nak buat mcm mana...time tuh la aku blh balik...

hubby call td, so maybe we'll be going to dr sharifah's again today for the monhtly check up....hope baby is doing well....got my blood test result yesterday. am a bit worried on the last remarks made by the dr...takpe, will ask dr sharifah later...

till then..

tensionla!

when did u finally realized that u had no one to count for when u are in need of help. strange. is it how things work? when somebody is in trouble, we will definitely give a handful of help, but when we are in trouble ada ke org nak tlg? everybody will say no. no sorry, cant help u. siblings suddenly become distance relatives. ada ke gitu. bila nak pinjam duit cepat aje dorg nih dpt, bila nak kutip balik..semuanya lari. hey, we too have our problem k. cuba la tlg sikit bertolak ansur. tau senang je nak mintak. bila kita nak mintak tlg dia, mula la ckp no. ada pulak dah pinjam buat senyap je x kenal..bila ada masalah nak mintak tlg kita balik baru la timbul. hutang dulu tak setel lagi, nak mintak tlg lg..aduila..pening.. tlg faham, we are just 4 mths married, so u see all our savings have been used for the wedding k...so we are starting fresh now! baru tinggi mcm semak tepi jln, dah kena kais saving tuh...aduhh!

now, prob is we need to get a huge sum of money ready by today ~ this afternoon!, which seems to be almost a mission impossible 4 as both of us are totally broke and our effort to kejar penghutang is failed. even our effort to become penghutang also failed.. hehehe...yeah, financial status is that bad! well, tula org tua pesan sediakan payung sebelum hujan. i sometimes wonder where did our salary go?? hehe..ntahla..sometimes we saved a little, but there is always something urgent yg nak kene guna duit tuh...e.g. org dtg dgn muka seposen nak berhutang (tp x sure la bila buleh bayar or nak bayar ke tidak), car broke down, etc etc...

well... and then we have to pay for 3 cars (his car, mine, and another additional car used by *** who is not willing to pay but knows how to use the car only urghhh!!!! even maintenance pon x tanak bayar) and the house also. the rest was just for basic daily use (fuel + food + bills + family). shopping?? nope both of us not kaki shopping, neither we are gadget freak. so, not so much money spent on both items.

i always told hubby, buat baik berpada2 buat jahat jgn sekali. despite helping others, kena beringat jugak dont over doing it...coz we might not know ada ke org nak tlg kita kalau kita susah....ntahla, mmgla kena tlg org dgn ikhlas kan...bukannya mintak balasan ke apa... cuma kdg2 kita pon ingat gini je kan...ye la time nih dorg susah, so kita tlg, nanti esk lusa takut2 kita pulak perlu pertolongan dorg. but the truth is, salah fakta nih sebenarnya. out of 10 ppl, klu ada sorg nak tlg balik tuh pon dah kira ok...barula tau sapa kawan sapa tak sekrg...

sorry, am a bit pissed off actually...and sedih jugak.....sampai ati..mcm2 alasan, tak blhla, x dptla....nak mintak balik duit sendiri pon x dpt, nak pinjam duit dia harap ampunla......takpela...agaknya dah normal la kehidupan, ada masa kita di atas ada masa di bawah....i just hope i can bring back my car ari nih jugakkkk....miss her...

this mth alone i had to pay for 2 cars and the house, and my 2 insurance schemes....and i'm left with dust in the bank now...hehe, yeah u should expect that when ur salary is merely *k per mth. kuikuikui...alahai i think i can laugh and cry at the same time now...

takpe takpe...life goes on kan...on a happier note, i just gor discounted almost 90% for my study loan by sweet M*R*...alhamdulillah, i only have to pay rm6.5k for my loan. imagine they gave more than rm60k of scholarship. thank u. should start paying my study loan now...hehe...ops, this just mean another hutangla need to be settled. *scratching head*

skim cepat kaya

Program meeting adjourned few minutes ago and oh boy was it hot in there. Hehe...well, i have just being appointed as the new final year project coordinator, so means urs truly have to be the one handling a-z of fyp students. *clap clap* adui, huge responsibility, but what the heck, if they think i can do it, so be it lah. we'll see how it turns out. anyhow, i'll be passing over the job of being the secretary to MR and SS. so, pandai2 korg lah rotate kan. the thing is, so bosan la taking minutes nih..x leh nak leka sikit pon..u have to listen carefully, smpi yg tak paham pon kene pahamkan...right?? Hmm...i also got another task given by kak maz today. well, not that difficult but it means more things to dig out during my free time. takpela... (SKT, SKT, SKT...thats all in my head).

Well, being a servant means u have to serve, be it to a person, body, or org. so i just need to stay focus, and finish up work quickly ~ aiseh shouldnt be blogging now la! :p now that everything is much clearer, i certainly am eager to try out that scheme cepat kaya someone proposed to me.. ahahaha...biar cepat sikit duit berkepuk2 dlm kocek, jadi multimillionaire, so bulehla resign by tomorrow...*wishing*

Bye peeps!

mari belajar memasak

Breakfast at my workplace sucks big time. And the food prepared for lunch is so terrible i feel a huge amount of regret that the canteen people are still here for this semester. I think they can hear me sighed as I walked searching food for breakfast. Terpaksa la beli nasi goreng yg sungguh dull rasanya itu. Masuk mulut 2 3 suap dah rasa nak terkeluar balik. Why or why...mcm nak ajar masak pon ada jugak. please la...bihun goreng ma pagi tadi lagi best, i think ada satu kuali pon boleh aku nak abiskan. its either nak jimat garam, dan rencah2 masakan yg lain or mmg pesen masak macam tuh. expensive pulak tuh. i really dont get it, kalau expensive but sedap its okay la kan....sometimes, aku terpikir yg daily food yg ada kat sana for breakfast tuh adalah makanan yg sama 3 bln lalu cuma di panaskan je...the taste sama je, flatttttttt....x masin, x pedas, nak kata ada udang kering pon takde, sayur seketui pon takde....apa la hai...prob is, we dont really have a choice over here. x pasal2 nak drive gi tpt lain when u just want to have a quick breakfast kan..patutnya convenient la tpt mkn dekat, ini mcm ni pulak....even worse, hubby told me that guy will stay here for quite some time ( or maybe forever) sbb dia org kuat org big boss...so, eventually its either i kill the tokeh kantin or i kill my time to go elsewhere to find better food!

i want to be super duper productive today!!! (hehehe...kene saiko diri sendiri pagi2 nih kan...so semangat sikit keje).....caiyok, caiyok.....

till then..

hubby or sktm??

I didnt do anything much today at work, as a matter of fact i did nothing but browsed the internet, chatted with friends and bla bla.. u can say that i'm such a lousy worker today....hehehe

anyhow, i told hubby i will watch him play today. and i also wished him the best of luck for his match today but make sure that my school, sktm that is, will not lose over his team this afternoon. hahaha!... adui peningla, nak sokong sapa nih? this is what u get when u work at same workplace as hubby.

btw, just a quick note. why is it whenever i ate the pills i feel nauseated..aduihh...i'm not really religious at popping pills, even when i am sick, but for the sake of the baby, i try to eat them whenever i can. but somehow, i feel unwell after consuming those pills. napa eh??? any advice?

wait.....

opss.....i threw up just now..mengapakah harus begini seh...i seriously need to watch the match now..hubby is a sucker for football, although he has no interest on new reality show called myteam. main utk dept pon okla kan bi....hehe...i'm coming now!

aiman tak kisah??

Let me share with u guys about the breakfast incident this morning. But before that, I just wanna say in here that I finally had my blood taken this morning at hospital luyang despite being freaking nervous and scared. Yes, I have a huge problem when it comes to seeing more of my blood ~ something more than a drop is considered too much for someone yg phobia tgk darah mcm aku nih….hahaha…hampeh kan aku nih…furthermore, I am truly someone who cannot stand the pain of a needle…adui la…yeah slap me please as I cried in the car after donating ~ 5 ml of my blood. Buat malu ja…Betapa penakutnya aku nih dgn jarum and darah…that is why I have never dream of becoming a medical practitioner be it doctor or nurse, not in a million years. It’s also very saddening to declare that I have never even once donated my blood. It is true that my weight doesn’t make me eligible to do so, but that is not the main reason why I didn’t do it. Truth is, I’m just plain scared of needles and blood. Duh! Tapi utk baby, I brave myself this morning. Heheh…Tu pon puas di pujuk oleh hubby. Bikin drama swasta tamil ja kat dpn lab patologi tadi.

Bloody story asides, now lets talk about this breakfast I had this morning. As they have withdrawn such a huge amount of blood (hehehe…) I told hubby that I needed to eat seguni beras to function well again. Hubby laughed and said, “ yela yela… takpe kita pegi breakfast now ok.” So off we went to this nearby restaurant. I had bakso and the usual Nescafe (fyi I’m a committed cafein addict). Hubby had kuih bakar and Nescafe too. But tgh mkn tuh ada jmpa rambut la pulak, alamak…really spoilt my appetite la dude. Then we requested for a new bakso. They were a bit reluctant to do so, but we insist on the replacement as we have the rights to do so. Maklumla, ari tuh pegi ceramah shafie apdal, so we are trying to be pengguna yg bijak la konon. Then, the bill came and we were quite surprised on the amount that we had to pay. It’s a walloping RM9 for two iced nes, sepotong kuih and bakso. Uiks, ni sama mcm makan lunch for two je nih…why oh why??? So, again in our effort to become pengguna yg bijak (we don’t want that nasi dagang incident to happen to us…heheh) we asked on the price for each item. Adui mcm pegawai kpdn pulak daa…anyhow the waitress did explain. Rupanya ada caj tersembunyi, bakso yg ditukar tadi di kira half price. What the ???? Napa pulak cenggitu, mkn pon x luak lg mau kira. Furthermore, she told me that rambut dkt dlm cili bukan dlm bakso, so I still need to pay. Apo la hai…Yes mmgla dlm cili, but I used that cili letak dlm bakso. And semua makanan tuh mmg asal dr kedai dia je…dahla tuh, second bakso tuh letak sikit je so I thought dia mmg nak cover rugi kat situ. Bila I mentioned napa bakso tuh sikit, terus diam. Lagi nak questioned itu ini. And some more for a simple iced nes, it costs RM2. For me agak mahal la, x patutla harga dinaikkan smpi mcm tuh. RM1.50 tuh logik jugala coz I know it used to be RM1 lebih maybe RM 1.20-1.30. Isk, manusia2. nak untung cepat je. Siap ada kos tersembunyi tuh, tak tahan…nasib baik tanya, kalau tak dah kena tipu. I know, mmg membazir air liur je to get our RM1.50 back and I don’t mind people thinking that we are stingy or what. But benda2 mcm nih, shouldn’t be allowed to happen kan. Dia buat sekali lepas, then next she can do something else that can cost more to other customers. Walaupon aiman selalu kata, “aiman tak kisah”. Hopefully kita jgnla jadi tak kisah je dgn semua benda kan….Others might be the next victim klu kita ignore saja. Amboi, pjg pulak entry nih…hehe….anyhow, just wanna share the experience that’s all. Dulu2 mmg kami pon buat x kisah je, sbb x la terasa sgt dulu…but these days, the prices have gone up ridiculously for almost everything, so kenala bijak dan berhati2 selalu. Kdg2 manusia nih suka ambik kesempatan, betui dak??? According to kpdn harga runcit tong gas 14 kg should be RM24.50 each. But few days ago my brother bought it for RM27, so imagine the untung yg dorang ambik for each customer when in fact it should be cheaper. Govt dah bagi subsidi pon, including lori2 yg angkut tong2 gas tuh ~ fleetcard. X phmla napa kena naik harga jugak.

So, jadila pengguna yg bijak selalu…its okay to say, aiman x kisah kawan dgn arif, but not aiman tak kisah bila harga brg2 naik melampau…huahauahauha…..

Till then…

i'm so blue

just curious, so i tried this..

Your Power Color Is Blue

Relationships and feelngs are the most important things to you.You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What's" Your Power Color?

down with flu again

Its funny how sometimes u wish u r down with flu on a certain day, and that is what I'm expecting to happen since yesterday. so i can get an mc today and sleep at home. so i can finally have a good rest after the horrendous months i went through. I had trouble waking up this morning due to splitting headcahe and running nose. i'm not the type of person who catches cold that easily in fact sometimes i got healed without having to see the doctor. it seems like my antibody is doing its duty efficiently i need not external help. alhamdulillah praise the Almighty, if its the case. but somehow, i've been thinking of having a good rest at home or maybe i should apply for a leave - maybe a day or two right. but nope, i'm saving up my leave for next week. hehehe, yes i'm a bit stingy when it comes to using my annual leave. or perhaps it is normal for pregnant lady to feel slightly warm and cold intermittently. i've been experiencing this quite a lot now and its a bit confusing and frustrating as it made me feel that i'm sick but not sick enough to get an mc. ada jugak gini ye...

hubby is very very supportive this days and i dont think i could have done it without him. many good months have passed and being married has been nothing else but fun to me. and it also means that we are learning about each other everyday and accepting one another. i've learned so much now, and i bet i will continue learning so many things about sharing life with my love one. sometimes i wonder what does it take to be such a daunting wife, a passionate lover and yes soon on how to be a loving mother to the children. silly me of wishing that sometimes they teach u all that in schools. and scholars published more reasearch work on that matter. well, just a wishful thinking. no matter how difficult and confusing it is, i will have to brave through the journey because i chose my path already, its just a matter of continuing my steps. so its true heh, because everything is crystal clear now that marriage life is wonderful yet a bit complicated and twisted. it depends on how the two of u hold on to each other and make sure the rope doesnt get entangled even further over the years.

seriusnya aku di pagi ari nih...hehe....okla...kena abiskan the remaining lab report utk di mark. wish me luck. oh ya, pagi td terkantoi tgk carry marks budak2 lain kat dpn bilik ****. alamak, terkulat2 nak jwb bila dia tnya buat apa tuh. heheh, i was actually comparing the marks she had given to the students with mine sbb aku rasa terbg lebih markah kat student2 aku. so, i'm a bit woried if eveybody blh score final, means the whole class dpt A, A-. Aiyo, masalah besar nih!!! help.