meeting lagi

If u ask me what I really despise right now, besides doing the minutes, is attending meeting on behalf of others especially when i'm told 20 mins before the meeting starts, like today. Urghh!!! so kijam. Although I didnt have to do anything just sit and listen to others talking, I did felt like I was a complete loser attending meeting that I didnt have the slightest idea of. So, u might as well forget about imagining me speaking on behalf of my superior.

Well, i was sent there as representative for my timbalan dekan akademik, simply as wakil sekolah kami. But no notes, no memo, no nothing, just a phone call saying i need to go to a meeting. As in N-O-W! urghh...stupido..They call up the other lecturers to fill up for her but it seems like everyone was smart enough to say NO except me. Tuhla, bila meeting bodo2 gini mula la nak suruh kita pegi but bila nak pi jln mana2....barula sibuk ajak member2 dia...ciss..

bitching (u have been warned)

Lapar jugak but tatau nak ajak sapa for lunch. Tried to reach hubby, who knows i could tag along for lunch but x boleh reach him. hmmm...I guess biskut and nestum wolud do lah for today.

A bit tense about work for the past few days, ntahla napa aku perlu bersusah payah arrange and siapkan kerja org. Time skt nnt, dia pulak sibuk2 nak claim dia buat itu ini. Sekrg nih, dok bersuka ria cuti lama2. Ada ke meeting pon suruh aku jadi wakil dia when in fact dia yg kene pegi. Abis semua marah dgn aku which is not good la sbb whaddahell nak marah aku kan. I prepared the materials for the meeting already tgl pegi je dia tuh. Patutnya dia yg buat coz dia coordinator, nih suka ati dia pulak nak cuti. Ntah, dalam byk mgu2 nak cuti, mgu nih jugakla dia nak cuti. heran2....apa takut ke kene fire dlm meeting? dah la tuh, dokumen yg aku mintak belum2 bg lagi. now, my work pon pending gak. tak ke menyusahkan hidup org. bak sini elaun jadik boss tuh kalau reti dok diam2 je. yg sorg lagi pon sama, dah tau ada course kene attend siapkanla keje awal2. nih tak menyusahkan aku lagi. dahler dr kira markah sampai la ke key in kan grade aku yg kene buat utk dia. ke hulur ke hilir jmpa org tuh ini utk setelkan masalah dia. apa jenis org la depa nih. klus etakat ada tulis D & R kat depan nama tuh, tp tatau nak berpk dgn waras otak letak kat kepala lutut tau menyusahkan org lain je tak payah ambik phd lain kali. ok, ada paham. marahnya aku tak terkira. nak buat keje lain takde mood. kerja aku sendiri pon tak terbuat2 lagi asyik setelkan keje org.

ada student dtg tadi tnya result dia, so aku kata kat dia aku x pasti la blh bgtau ke tidak sbb x meeting lagi. but aku just ckp kat dia result dia ok jadi jgn risau sgt. tapi persistent gile budak tuh, paksa2 aku bgtau jugak. uiks..tak paham2 lagi budak nih. aku tanak bgtau masih terpacak lagi dlm bilik aku. last2 kesian punya pasal aku bgtau la result dia. lepas tuh, buleh argue pulak kata dia deserve A sbb dia kata dia buleh buat final dgn bagus. amboi. aku kata no, u did quite ok but not to the extend aku blh bg A. klu compare jwpan dia dgn student yg dpt A mmg student lain lagi deserve. plus aku kata aku strict masa marking. eh eh dia argue lagi dia ras2 dia jwb ok. ish, dia ingat dia punya jawapan semua betul ka. pastu, last2 aku ckp kat dia. u got 75 ok, dpt A- so ok byk dah tuh. klu u nak tau u dpt B+ ok seblum nih, tp i check balik paper u cr markah utk u sepaya dpt naikkan grade u lagi. baru la student tuh diam, ckp tima kasih and keluar. aih, nih la yg dikatakan beri betis nak peha. hehe...ya la, dia tak tau betapa bertuahnya dia tuh masuk kategori dpt A la jugak. lain2 dpt B je.

aku still lapar lagi. nak keluar ke. ahh malasnya sorang2. but kesian kat baby. i can feel him/her kicking now. lapar kot. sian anak mama. okla, jap lg kita mkn k syg....

i hate jadi bidan terjun!

Had a quick meeting just now but enough to ruin my long weekends. Aduih nah, bencila aku bila boss suka bagi kerja last minute and expect me to finish it quick. Ingat aku robot ka apa...And some more I'm so pissed off, so pissed offla...when he asked me to help him key in the grades, when ari nih ari last utk key in grades, and its already 3 p.m.! Adoiii!!! geram....Not just for FYP student (nih okla, acceptable because I'll be replacing him as FYP coordinator) but also for other subject. Hangin satu badan aku nih...And now, my boss told me that the system was down already so I need to go to chancellory to key in the grades! St*pido!!!....

And then, there were only three of us attending the meeting. Why oh whyla....everybody decided to take leave and courses this week! tunggu everything settle dulu nda buleh ka....nih semua mau lari2 ja...Klu dah siapkan kerja and cuti or pegi courses okla, nih pending lagi keje dia and then expect org lain cover dia...byk cantikkk....my previous boss was never around in campus, i dont even know whether he works here anymore! and yet dia pulak yg belum bg grades student dia for us to endorse. does he has any idea that we have a school meeting on monday. menyusahkan org, and then my boss even said..."dont count on that guy". So, me and **, also my boss, we conducted the endorsement meeting just now. Funny heh, how nasib ratus2 org student depends on us 3 org jer...lantak ko la labu...padahal there are more than 10 lecturers tp semuanya x nmpk batang hidung time kronik mcm nih...ada ka patut...

And, aku lagi la temper bila suddenly my boss asked me to represent him in the school meeting this monday...aduihla, i'm barely 5 mths here, i just knew how to key in the grades 2 days ago...what do u expect me say in the meeting when i'm so new...pongggaadey.....so i said, i think ** lebih layak la dr...hehehe...so, my boss has decided she has to go for the meeting...kekeke..jahat pulak aku nih kan...main tolak2 jer....but its true what...she's new too, but she's here much longer than me....and now makcik tuh tgh bingung juga, she told me she'll find others qualified enough to represent her....she even said, jom la kita mc ari isnin...hahaha...bagus jugak idea tuh...aku pon heran jugak, apasal la my boss nak cuti sgt on next week when he knew that monday ada meeting yg sgt penting. nih takde lain la nih...case nak lari2....coz during the meeting just now, ada byk lg incomplete documents utk disiapkan for the meeting...takutla kot kene fire...even worse, there are 3 lecturers yg belum key in grades...i thought they gave 3 weeks to do just that...why oh why la...dah x smpt, aku pulak jd bidan terjun pi key in kat atas...geramnya...dahle kena prepare minutes td this weekend...sbb nak guna monday....

okay, i'm cool now....fuihhh.....i need to go home early today...otak pon dah jam lama2 dok ofis nih...

My life is 78% perfect

I tried this....so I found out that my life is 78% perfect if it is quantified in the following manner. OK-lah kot, kalau standard ikut uni aku, I obtained an A-. Hehehe…

[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend/fiance(e)/husband/ wife.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You get good grades.
[ ] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard.
[x] You live in a house.

T O T A L: 8

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music if you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don’t use you for something you have.
[ ] You have been to a concert. (Never been to one…hmmm….antisosial ka aku nih...)
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.

T O T A L: 8

[ ] You have over 100 friends on friendster. (I rarely used friendster as it doesn’t serve as important as emails to me…probably explained why I don’t tell my friends I do have friendster account)
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You get allowance. (Does salary included?)
[ ] You collect something normal. (No collections of any sort, not yet I guess)
[x] People don’t make fun of you to be mean.
[x] You look forward to go to school work.
[x] You don’t wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ](not FOR school) You do something after schoolwork. (I normally arrived home at 8 p.m daily after work, is there anything better to do than resting at home with family?)
[x] You shower daily.

T O T A L: 6

[x] You own a car. (As a matter of fact, I just got it yesterday…heheh) [x] You usually don’t fight with your parents.
[x] You’re healthy.
[ ] You’ve never had a cavity.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren’t self-consious at all.
[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parent care and love you.

T O T A L: 8

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about sooo many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren’t sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don’t have any enemies. (Not that I know…)
[x] You are happy you’re living.

T O T A L: 9

To those who are continuing this meme:
- Count up the totals and multiply by 2.
- Then repost with this title: My life is % perfect.

my dearest hubby

weekend terasa cepat sgt berlalu. i had a bz weekends i wished cuti 2 ari tuh mcm 2 weeks....2 days were spent doing laundry, cooking, do groceries with mom, went to my inlaws and masak2, buat kerja ofis and sleep. but of course i didnt do all that by myself. hubby was kind enough to help me with the chores. i feel so lucky to have him, hubby seorg yg sgt rajin buat kerja2 rumah especially bab2 decorate rumah ala2 eric casa impian gitu, and he helped me cook too. in fact, dia yg tlg most of work yg kena anta today, klu tak, mmg still kalut la pagi nih...

i cooked sambal tempe, kerabu taugeh, ikan goreng, and another local dish called ikan ampap for lunch on saturday. mula2 tuh tanak makan nasi, asyik ckp kenyang...but then, he went to the kitchen and bukak tudung saji..."alamak, ada tempe la...kene makan ni...heheh..." then the next day, we went to the nearby pasar...so while i was in this shop, hubby went to the pasar alone...he bought tempe and cili kering. "dear, ari nih masak sambal tempe lagi ya...hehehe". hahaha..."okla kanda". i couldnt help it but giggle all the way home.

another dish that he loves to eat, is this nasi kuning yg di jual kat restoren belakg likas mart. sedap jugakla nasi tuh, for rm2 (used to be rm1.50) dgn lauk and nasi yg byk so its worth it. and now, aku pula masih teringat2 udang galah masak sweat n sour smlm..i ended up makan nasi utk second round kol 11 semlm.....kuikuikui...and ketam ari tuh...isk...i love seafood so much, although i'm allergic to it...tp lantakla, makan jela kan dulu, lps tuh kita letak ubatla...hehehehe...

ehem2....urs truly is wearing new shoes today courtesy of hubby...hehehe, jenama? no brand...but its okay, i still love the shoes to the max, its green in color, and design nya cute..so i love it...for me...branded stuff was never a huge issue, in fact i have a pair of shoes hubby bought at a local pasar malam....i cant remember the price la, but i think u all can guess it...yupp, that day my shoes rosak (this one considered branded shoes, but still rosak jugak, so how??), so we had to buy a new pair there....and i still wear that shoes till now, even to the office....selesa and tahan lama...i dont care about the brand or the price, as long as they are comfortable enough for me to wear it....and on top of it, they were from hubby...so...i really value all the things that hubby bought me....price is way out of the question when the gift came from someone so dear to u, right...honey, can i have that handbag to match with my new shoes?? hehehe....

wokies, now am supposed to check again the students' mark....til then..

tiring friday

Been a tiring dy but nonetheless fruitful. Had farewell lunch for Prof KK at BM6 and the food was quite nice. Today also, I'm shrouded by final year students asking my signature as the assistant fyp coordinator. Goodness, I never knew I was their fyp coordinator. He should have informed me earlier if he wanted me to sign on behalf of him. Plus, why on earth he put all those evaluation forms for fyp students in my pigeon hole and not a single word of memo! I was rather shocked seeing all those forms piling in pigeon hole. Gedebak gedebuk jugak tgk borg2 tuh, aku ke yg kena key in semua markah2 tuh...I called him afterwards and yes I had to it! Kena buat analisis markah student tuh...Takpe2....but next time, let me know okay...jgn main letak jer dlm box aku, terkejut den...

So, with still much work to do on analysis of weak students in my program, and more work from my superior, I guess there goes my weekends...

JJ surprised me by asking 'that' question. Buat malu aku je la...hehe...siap sound lg, "lain mcm je aura kamu nih sekrg nih"....cisss...smpt lagi fire aku...