craving

I cant wait to step on that scale again, knowing that I must have gained at least another 4 kilos this month. Walking up the stairs to my office, is a big deal these days, why? I am only 6 mths all along. He he.. Must be this habits of peeping in the fridge when everyone else is asleep at night.

This morning I woke up craving for this! So its purple & coach therefore please spank me..

...I couldn't be getting my mind straight these days, must be the exam papers, I get tired and annoyed simply by looking at it. Still halfway marking it, it takes me like forever.

Boss has been asking the same question every time he sees me. Are u okay with the workshop coming up this dec? As if wanting to be sure that I will come for it, and no matter how many times that I assured him that I will be coming, he will definitely ask me again and again. I can see he is nervous and calm at the same time. Weird. Well, I feel nothing. Sure, we will anticipate more work to be done, but at the back of my mind, I do hope we can get the crew moving, all of them. Else, the ship will sink even though we have jack sparrow leading us.

Oh yeah, I have to admit that I did spend 10 mins in the morning marking the papers, and lost interest since 3 hrs ago. He he, bad.. really bad. hmm.. I am thinking about the kids already. Both with mom since last night. Miss the girls so much and hoping that we'll go home much faster today so I can play with them. Tee - heee.. means I will probably start marking again on sunday. Stress aku nih!!

Till then..Salam Aidil Adha from us..:)

wasted

wasted 3 hrs attending a meeting when I should be marking the papers. hmm, didnt know why bother getting involved when I am not sure of what kind of contributions are needed for the haywire committee. and still, got blame for it. can i resign?

bff

bff? tonnes of stories to share. but very little time to do it. maths paper is driving me up to the wall, arrrghhh!!!! coffee is my best friend for the time being.

be back soon...

Sarapan Di Mana?

Hmm.. usually di rumah.. :)

Hubby likes homecook meal, so dari makan malam sampaila ke sarapan, he would still prefer to have it at home. Tapi minum kedai kopi jam 10 dgn kawan tuh lain cerita la kan. So, dalam kelam kabut pagi2 tuh, siap2 baju kerja, laundry, beg nursery syuhada, siram anak2 i kat luar tuh kena pandai2 curi masa la prepare breakfast. Usually something simple, and quick. Ya la kan, ask any working mommies out there, taula alkisah menarik nafas di pagi hari mengejar itu ini, sometimes u wish u were an octopus so u'll have extra hand to do everything kan! :)

For dinner, klu balik 7.30 pon i will still cook. But dont ask me, menu apa as definitely yg simple2 saja as tgk rakyat2 semua dah bergelisahan keluar masuk dapur. He he..usually, balik lambat (oops not because saya nih rajin berkerja extended hrs ya), but because hubby selalu ja ada aktiviti di petang hari, either training hockey or futsal, x pon bola. Sometimes he would call at 5.30 and tell me, baru mau start meeting. What? admin people pon sometimes have crazy working hrs. Jadi tunggu jela, and so the little girl pon have to wait a little longer for us. Kesian kan, but what to do. Ingat mau ambil dulu cik puan kecil kita and pick up hubby later, but aku nih rabun malam so I always avoid driving at night.. This morning pon we pushed off early for work despite office is just 10 mins away, katanya ada bukak tender at 7.30.

Inila k, maksud saya menu yg simple2 for the past few days. U can cook in a jiffy, so no need recipe la kan. Aik, cekodok pisang pon ko mau resepi ke jah? kidding, hehe..Layannnnnnn... Sorry pictures taken dlm bekas bekal yg saya bawa.. hehe klasik kan saya, sometimes I prefer bawa bekal as makanan di kantin tuh saya tgk hari2 pon sama. Besides, I can pack some for my daughter too. Dulu2 ada buat bento for syuhada, but she cried looking at it, ketakutan probably. Hubby pon kata, eh ini dah mcm CMP pon ada, ala cikmatpoi rancangan ac dimana tu. Hehe, patahla semangat saya.

Btw, just last week someone asked me masa saya sibuk2 bawa syuhada ke ofis sbb demam, "ini anak kakak yg bungsu ya?"....so I answered politely, "tidak ini yang sulung"... bila balik bilik, then I realized I must have look like kakak2 yg dah ada anak 6 kali, OMG!...do I look that 'young'? ha hahhh... oh nooo!!!!!!

Sekian cerita hari ini. Now back to marking papers.. *ngantuknya!*

psstt... tapi yg jam 10 punya breakfast lain ya.. hehe... I gained 4 kilos over the last 3 weeks, tak caya?? me too!!!!!!!...

Demam

I have been a lousy worker for the past four days, datang lambat and the work has been pretty slow. I couldn't keep my mind straight when the girls are sick. Vomiting, diarrhea, and crying at nights. Penat! House is upside down, work is terrible. Its been almost a week now, 5 trips to the clinic and hosp too, and after the last doctor did the screening yesterday, I think I can finally smile a bit, Alhamdulillah the test was negative. And she is getting better now.

Day 1...


Day 3..pegi klinik Dr.Liza pula..happy ja kan rakyat jelata nih...


Hubby said, macam tourist dari korea ja si kecik nih... hehehe

Day 3 (monday).... dah start bawa pegi office, x sampai hati hantar nursery.

Day 3.. .. see, daddy's girl kan. hantu futsal bah dorang nih. so, we brought her to watch futsal so she feels ok sikit.


Day 6 (thursday).... getting better, but every 10 secs pon mau tanya cantikka lukisan dia.. so mama pon buat kerja sap sap sui la... he he


Opss, oh nooo!!!!!!! dah jangkit pula dgn yg sikecik.. hmm..

oh well. musim kali sekarang nih ramai demam, weather pon kejap panas kejap hujan maybe thats why lambat sembuh.. hopefully the girls will be alright soon. be strong and rajin2 makan ubat k....muahhhhss!!