ok, you can shoot me for updating frequently! but i cant help it. i am bored honestly. :) when u are put on a bedrest & feeling super healthy, it feels freaking weird.
cephalic day 1 (3/5) changed to 5/5 on day 3 (translated as partly engaged to not engaged). baby's head is down, but not engaged as in 9 AM today. if there is plenty of fluid, he might do another acrobatic flip and turn again. his ebw is slightly over 3.4 kg just 2 days ago, i dont know if he is too big that he cannot descend much further or the womb is too roomie or the extra fluid keeps him floating all this while. hmm...at the back of my mind all i can think of is this boy sure loves to play! :) bad news is, extended stays at the hospital. or worse, could be re-scheduled for lscs again. but someone has taken my slot this friday (19th). i dont know if i can wait much longer though. the edd is fast approaching.
truth is, i dont care anymore if its going to be normal or elective lscs, but i do mind if things turn to be emergency at the very last minute considering that i have reached 38 wks+. soon i'll be 39 weeks! i dont know what they are waiting for. i keep on thinking if the cord gets wrap around his neck due to the active movement. i have read so many scary stories on the net regarding unstable lie & i wish i didnt read them in the first place. :(
should i get a second opinion? any advice on which hosp or doctor should i refer too? i couldnt feel the head again down there, hence i have this strong instinct that he would want to turn again. should i go to privy and asked for elective lscs & get my worries over once & for all? or should i wait here hoping & praying that everything will be okay?
i am mentally sick from hearing the ladies screaming and crying every night. my heart shrinks thinking on the pain that they are suffering for each labor. it seems to be so painful for them. i have experienced it before & i know there is pain, but the sound of them screaming was so horrible. i am so nervous now.
alright, time to mark the paper. i am bringing some work to keep my mind off this thing for a while. hoping for the best still. Ya Allah, lindungilah kami dan permudahkanlah segala urusan kami ini. Aminnn...
cephalic day 1 (3/5) changed to 5/5 on day 3 (translated as partly engaged to not engaged). baby's head is down, but not engaged as in 9 AM today. if there is plenty of fluid, he might do another acrobatic flip and turn again. his ebw is slightly over 3.4 kg just 2 days ago, i dont know if he is too big that he cannot descend much further or the womb is too roomie or the extra fluid keeps him floating all this while. hmm...at the back of my mind all i can think of is this boy sure loves to play! :) bad news is, extended stays at the hospital. or worse, could be re-scheduled for lscs again. but someone has taken my slot this friday (19th). i dont know if i can wait much longer though. the edd is fast approaching.
truth is, i dont care anymore if its going to be normal or elective lscs, but i do mind if things turn to be emergency at the very last minute considering that i have reached 38 wks+. soon i'll be 39 weeks! i dont know what they are waiting for. i keep on thinking if the cord gets wrap around his neck due to the active movement. i have read so many scary stories on the net regarding unstable lie & i wish i didnt read them in the first place. :(
should i get a second opinion? any advice on which hosp or doctor should i refer too? i couldnt feel the head again down there, hence i have this strong instinct that he would want to turn again. should i go to privy and asked for elective lscs & get my worries over once & for all? or should i wait here hoping & praying that everything will be okay?
i am mentally sick from hearing the ladies screaming and crying every night. my heart shrinks thinking on the pain that they are suffering for each labor. it seems to be so painful for them. i have experienced it before & i know there is pain, but the sound of them screaming was so horrible. i am so nervous now.
alright, time to mark the paper. i am bringing some work to keep my mind off this thing for a while. hoping for the best still. Ya Allah, lindungilah kami dan permudahkanlah segala urusan kami ini. Aminnn...
3 comments:
haven't heard from you lately.. is everything's ok? Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan..
Its normal to be worry and nervous. I was nervous during the whole last 3 months of my last pregnancy, until I safely delivered Amir. Couldnt sleep well at night as well. My advice, do worry but not too much. If you have doubt its always better to get 2nd opinion. Ask yourself what is the best for u.
k.siti: alhamdulillah, so far ok. cuma blm engaged btul2 ja. but maybe after scan today, klu sudah engaged n blm bersalin boleh balik. insyaAllah, esok start kerja. malas bah actually, my mind suda switch to holiday mode! :P sudalah semua org panik di ofis last wk with my final xm paper. hehe..guess i will spend the remaining 2 wks b4 edd to mark them.
k.irma: tq. ya mmg risau klu belum bersalin kan & nmpk baby dpn mata. thx for the advice. hubby told me to just go ahead with c-sect, but nothing beats natural birth kan! :) mau pantang & bf pon senang sikit. & u heal faster.
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