as i walked along the corridor after my daughter & hubby sent me back from the canteen, i saw many empty beds. i thought series of sleepless nights listening to the baby crying and the sounds of wheelchair being pushed are the worse thing here, but when this place has become a little quiet than usual i realized i was wrong. it seemed like most of those who joined me on monday, have been sent home. with their baby of course. sigh.
when will it be my turn? a question that keeps haunting me for the past 5 days. i realized that i may have to wait a little longer. 2 days of cephalic means i still have till tomorrow for doctor to decide whether i can be discharged or need to go through another lscs.
thinking about going home w/out a baby in my arms yet, and continue the waiting game for days or maybe weeks, plus returning to work next week is somewhat unpleasant. wish i can just brush away such thought.
nevermind though, lets hope this will be over soon & i get to see my hero the soonest! :) have a nice weekend uols!
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