backstabbing

somebody is playing a rough game today. how could ** not tell me that i'm supposed to teach a new subject for nearly 300 heads next semester when he himself suggested my name to be the lecturer. come july, the students will be back and it isnt gonna be pleasant having to scratch my head again for the lecture notes simply because the previous lecturer has his precious notes in softcopy and saved it in his brain only. Believe it or not, he doesnt even have the course syllabus okay! dont question it because he is a PROFESSOR, so i am told. He dumped his student for a better bucks in ***. i wont be this angry or a litle reluctant to do it if i was told much earlier so that i'll have ample time to prepare the notes. thank u for that, i'll be going home at 10 pm from today onwards.

i'm beginning to comtemplate whether it is a wise idea to join ** research group. if this time around he's playing a naughty game with me, he might do it again in the future to save his ass. so he can have all the time in this world to do research, and becomes famous seantaro dunia, in which his work is already established. meanwhile, i'll still be crawling in my research work forever if people keeps doing this again. shiiisshh...bi, when is our itik nak bertelur emas ah???? so i can resign and shopping x ingat punya! hehehe...good decision u made k.lina...she has finally given up her work and do her own business...maybe i should wait till i'm done with my contract and be a SAHM...yeah, dream on...mungkin nih fikiran org yg tgh frust...ahaks...

okla, tried few labwork today so am so exhausted and a li'l frustrated maybe with the not so nice news but its okay...i'll work things out... I WILL...well I HAVE to...right?? :) gaji naik, keje pon bertambah la eh menimbun..ahh well, whats new...i'm goin home now to my sweet li'l darling....:)