life & sotong

its 3 am now, just couldnt bring myself to sleep after the usual night feeding for aiman. so turn on the lappy for better luck. hoping to finish up my assignment, dang! no luck on it either. i am jumping from this sites to another when i am supposed to finish up the slides. footie on the background now, but i think since it will be kenduri sotong tonight, i do not bother to get a glimpse. cruel. maybe a little.

2 days more before the exam, i am so not prepared for it. gosh i need help. oh shoot, 1-1 now. ok back to blogging. whats up with me now? asides from work, personal life has been hectic too, but in a wonderful manner. its challenging, but funny i am so loving my chaotic life now. parenting comes in handy if u take time to watch the kids sleep. its the time they are most adorable. and the baby, i just feel like sniffing him all through his sleeps. he just smells heavenly wonderful i couldnt get enough of those milky sweet smell and his breath, my dear its intoxicating. i am in love again and again. like a loop.

research work is very minimal (yeay maybe a booooo!! for me hehe), but its getting somewhere (i hope) & positive that i learn every step of the way, maybe slower than anyone else but it is progressing (eac hates this word though, maybe my boss too haha). but i guess most of the times, it is never a fight or comparative success with others, it is always you, yourself being your major opponent.

learning things the hard way made u learn faster and wiser. true? cool anyway. in some small ways, being an opportunist is necessary. hard fact, things that i learn over the past few yrs. u think being a 'fan' is a must? haha. maybe yes maybe not. but when i heard the news that another friend is leaving, the neurons (pardon me for the spelling) in my brains lights up immediately. why? i repeatedly asked myself the same question. obviously we dont need dr house to diagnose the symptoms, do we? okay, enough said.

oops the boy is up again. another feeding session and he is a happy boy. was hoping that the other boy is up too. else, i'll bug him if i couldnt sleep. haha! almost 4 now, i better get going with work. students will be back by next wk, and my notes are nowhere to be seen. arrrrhhghh!!!.. panicking wont do me any good heh? its a seasonal thing, i'll get through this. just like i did over the last few yrs. ok children, cikgu bedah is back, watch out!

2-2 now, hang on there germany...dont be sotong kangkung tonight. please..